Not Sure Why

I have new carpet being installed today and for some reason I am filled with anxiety. Not sure why. I do know that the pressure to clean up everything, and…

I have new carpet being installed today and for some reason I am filled with anxiety. Not sure why. I do know that the pressure to clean up everything, and get things off the floor is a lot of work–not only physically but mentally. I’m at a point where I’m assessing and quasi inventorying my things, my life. I’ve lived in Colorado for 19 and a half years, and in this house since June, 2011. The kids have grown up here, I love my neighborhood, but the “assessing” is hitting me hard. I’m tired and not sure where the next chapter will take me. I’m staying in gratitude and writing so there is that.